Some Days...

Some days bring exhausting experiences, this has been one of them; filled with tension, relief, memory, rage, growth, temporary resolution and progress.  A day plagued with a roller coaster of data, which tornado like, has altered the landscape and yet not changed anything at all.

The one truly altered thing is my level of tired; max.  I tried to relax by watching TV but I kept falling asleep. I woke, again and again with a start of where are we, what is happening, who are these people and why are they yelling on TV? I am happy to say I still knew it was on TV.

I got some good work done in the studio, though it was mostly mechanical alterations of existing images, it was work that needed to be done.  I have also started building a website; finally.  So progress and a brighter future?  I certainly hope so; baby steps.

In the meantime I write a post which inspires not so very much, but also shares that some days are really about slogging through to the next one.  Days when I pass by the little things which usually fill me with wonder, and though I see them and know how precious they are, I cannot generate that feeling of awe inside of me, today.  I know that ability will return to me tomorrow.

On such a semi sweet, needs just a bit of milk and sugar moment, I think I shall seek the kindness of  a pillow to regroup and find solace in sleep. (Here's hoping).